were all the sad stuff meant to be on mondae?tat's why we call it mondae blues...?

i had a great start todae...i felt realli happi in sch...i was so looking forward to tonight...but i went around asking whether i should go anot...
everione said yes...that's wat i wanted too...it was den he smsed me saeing tat i shouldn't go...as guan liang said it wasn't realli a good idea to let me see chris...i didn't know whether tat was an excuse to cover up wat tat is going to happen later...

i listened to him and gave up the idea of going...until the phone rang...

LIYING:hey girl...u wanna go sbh??
ME:i wish to...but he said no..
LIYING:aiyo...tat's so not u lor...
ME:okay la... i call to ask him firx...

i called and called...but he did not ans...(i guess he is already wif his ex now...)

everithing went well and he agreed to let me go wif reluctancy...

he called mi again...and said tat his ex will be there...and he has to send her home...so won't be able to pei mi...

I m fine wif that...i told myself...am i realli alright wif tat?

i met liying...

LIYING:WAT!!???u are actually alright with tat??tat's so not like u lor...
liying carried on saying tat she may slap the gal if they were to do anithing tat they should not...

i m lost...i dunno wat to do...even at sbh,i dun even dare to look at her...make it seems tat i m the one hiding sth...LIYING sae she llok too soft...too vulnerable...until she won't want to slap her...MY MY!!!!tat make it seems like i m the bad guy,trying to break the realtionship...

if she is so vulnerable to walk along that street in geylang,why was she there in the firx place?
she needs ur accompany,wat bout mi?

i had a long night...do u even know tat?it's too late to ask bout how had i been...u could have asked tat last night...

now...even mummy dun trust me...i am so messed up...

LIYING...I NEED U!!!