today was quite enjoyable...went to a freaking boring camp this morning at ngee ann poly...haha...me & soo lin sneaked out of it after lunch..haha..went home to get cash and to leave my heavy bag, me & sl begin our shopping trip!!!

firx stop : jurong point
nth much...but we kind of enjoy walking into sports shop and look at the sleevless tops...tat addidas top is so PEACH-y...if it had cost lesser, me and sl would hv got one each...she will get hot pink, and i will get the PEACH-y one..haha...anyway, saw xinning working at chameleon...nice working outfit she's wearing...suits her well...i guess it's an ideal job for her...pays $5.3o per hr, and i think she is realli pro at the hair accesseries stuffs...coz i rmb her hairstyle always look so nice...wif ani accesseries...

second stop : jurong entertainment centre
went to this fashion and got myself a mini jacket...hehe

third stop : IMM
making our rounds round IMM, while sl bought a birthday gift for charis at more than words...
it began to rain...again at the bus stop behind IMM when we were waiting for 188...firx time i realized how useless the bus stop was...the rain is so big tat even under the shelter of the bus stop, i was all wet,inside out...haix...so suay...sl as well...her pants are wet too...haha

last stop : lot 1
went to get a top to change out of before going for dinner...changed into a black top...den i realized i look fugly in black...even sl also say : u look better in ur white shirt juz now
darm...before leaving for home, we went to seiyu...to get tat RED PERLINI WALLET!!!!omg...how long had i been eyeing for it..haha...treat it as an early christmas gift for myself...yes!!!

hmmm...er ge went for his prom tonight...and he is not coming back tonight as well...hmm...gonna miss him, NOT...haha..hu cares...since he refuses to wear his prom suit to let mi see...humph...i even went wif him to help him to select the his bottom & belt lor...tat ungrateful idiot...humph...



alrite..it's time for some records of how i rot at home today....haha

I PREPARED LUNCH FOR MUMMY & ER GE TODAY!!!!
kind of shocked huh?hmmm...it's edible ok?mummy gave me 70 marks for the pasta lor...haha...no doubt er ge was petrified when he saw his share of the meal...hmmm...he didn't finish it...DARM it...so unlike his usual appetite lor...haix...watever...i still think today was pretty meaningful...wat's more i did the washing up after the meal as well lor...let mummy rest...i so guai lor...hahaha
watch the DVD er ge got back from malaysia while having our meal...it's a korean war movie...BROTHERHOOD...starring ZHANG DONG JIAN & WON BIN...WON BIN IS SO FREAKING CUTE!!!!!LOVE HIM..*muacks!!!**a movie on war between North & South Korea, sparked of by difference in idealogy...communism & democracy..( check out ss tb chapter on conflick btw countries for more details...haha )the movie was long..almost 2.5 hr...in korean...luckily there were eng subtitles...haha...veri touching movie...shed some tears for it...the effects on soldiers being burnt or blew up was veri realistic...killings & killings & more killings...so bloody lor...but i still like it...some pics of the movie posted...check them out...




more pics...

i love this pic man...

ZHANG DONG JIAN
WON BIN!!!!
them...
won bin look freaking cute in his sch u, dun u think so?




pics of the movie...

pretty nice effect huh?


BROTHERHOOD
PICS AT WAR
helmets...



juz ate some choc er ge brought back from malaysia...
taste a layer of bitterness once u poped the choc in ur mouth...
seconds later, u will taste the sweetness of dark chocolate...OMG OMG OMG...i love dark choc
it will slowly melts in ur mouth and u will feel freaking satisfied...
den..piece of hazel nut awaits u once u finisf savouring the layer of dark choc
munch on the nut...it leaves a nutty taste...and leaves u craving for more of the choc...
OMG...i m gonna grow fat in no time...staying at home and kept munching of food...hahah..watever...



went to training in the morning...hmmm...i den realised tat my juniors are a bunch of jokers...haha...frankly speaking, they made better actress den badminton players...haha...but too bad...u guys did't join ELDDS,u guys joined BADMINTON!!!in the hands of 'SHINY'...(onli the grp of juniors who i feed balls to know wat is this...heeh) no doubt they are the ones who never fail to entertain me during the training...a cute bunch of girls...real cute...
currently reading the biography of FRIDA KHALO...interesting life she has...however, i never dared to look at the pictures in the book at night...it kind of freaked me out...reading thru the book...i can't imagine how miserable she felt when she juz had her accident...i can't imagine the pain of having a handrail going thru ur body, enter from one side, and exit from the other, going thru ur pelvis...juz by saying it kind of freaked me out...juz read the book...is freaking nice...!!!!



omg..i guess i had been doing wrong stuff again...my bestie is ignoring me...since the day we finish the PAE registration...dui bu qi la...i know u not so xiao qi de...forgive me...plz..



alrite, once again, i was caught in the rain...sian diaoz...this is like...the third time in this week..WTF..
i saw this woman running, dunno for wat when i was walking home from lot 1..the next moment , i realized why she was running...it's drizzling...smart girl...coz the next moment, it started pouring...haix...rain comes so sudden nowadays...DARM!!!WATER DUN NEED MONEY IZZIT???stupid lor...



pics of the day...grad tea!!!



i love this pic!!!
me, receiving certificate frm ms tay
两个大头( two big heads)
spastic me...
pic of the dae...horny devil & hilton wannabe!!!



second post for the day..

i so regret not listening to mummy...for not bringing umbrella when i went out to get some stuff for her today...i was all wet...everi inch of the swiss PE tee...inside out...i didn't purposely walk in the rain...i was juz caught in the storm...haha..
anw...my piercing is freaking pain...duno wat the heck is wrong...but..but..but...tat won't stop me from getting more piercings..haha

I WAN THE PICS FOR GRAD TEA!!!!SEND ME SEND ME!!!!



mummy found out my piercing ytd...when she was helping me to put on make-ups..but she didn't say anithing...i guess daddy knows it as well...
anyway...this is my choice for the "firx 3 months"

1. Anderson JC science
2. Pioneer JC science
3. Jurong JC science
4. Innova JC science
5. Nanyang JC science
6. Yishun JC science

dun ask me why i chose science stream for all the schools...anyone who knows me also know i am a super idiot in the humanities subjects...i m not going to dig my own grave...
joo & me wanted to watch happy feet...but no valid time slot for us...so we decided to head to pizza hut to get our lunch while the rest catch step up...we decided to take pur time and eat like snails...tat's not veri hard for joo...haha...nice pig of mine...help me cut the meat off my drumstick..so sweet...we set new record...spent 1 and a half hour eating pizza hut...haha...

my piercing hurts sia...dunno why...but tat won't stop me from getting another one...and more to come..haha..



OMG OMG OMG...with much anticipation and preparation, we fimally got ourselves all set for GRAD TEA!!!!
firstly...thx to daddy for ferrying all 14 of us to GRAND HYATT with his big yellow bus...haha...so tua pai wor...haha..orelse we sure late de...haha
secondly...mummy who helped me to iron my dress...coz she scared i might ruin it ma...haha...and...she helped me to put on make-up as well...wooo..
thirdly...to mel who had painted my nails for me...hehe...alothough i kind of ruin it before we reach GRAND HYATT...haha...
and...the ballroom is like chio bus and shuai ges everiwhere...haha...started taking lots of photos...haha...ppl...if u have my face in ur camera..plz plz plz send the photos to me...thx...
anyway...hariz dressed like a groom, prabu the best man, nazri the business man, sahmadi the brokeback cowboy, bel the detective wif kat & sg as the assistants, joo & cindy both so cute, js so purple, jess look like ye man wang fei, mel is so being herself, huili so different, xinning minshan peiting so formal, melon still as short, paula & nicole look like superstar, jolene look like a business woman, regina & shunqi & shirley look like prom queens, and finally, mr wee and shaun both look like pilot...haha, wat a coincidence...haha
anyway...proud to say..we had won the best class video & class collage...three cheers!!!4e2 rok man!!!woooo....
cake at GRAND HYATT was superb...haha...a table of ladies, us...filled the whole tables up wif plates of food...haha...mind u, we paid $45 each lor...anyway...jianan senior looks realli cool...ask him to take photo wif me, give me this kind of si ren lian...diaoz...














anyway...the rest of the pics are all around in different frenz camera...hope u guys will send to me...thx...hehe...anyway everyone...

happy graduation!!!!!



i juz left the PAE Internet System (PAE-IS) Logon Page...i dun dare to log in...dunno why...
last night, i had tok to daddy & mummy over this...daddy didn't say anything...mummy leave me to decide everything...i juz know tat i m in a mess now...i m feeling ups and downs...what is my aim?what do i have in mind?until now...i am still thinking how should i rank my choices...
HIAJING says i should go ACJC, JOOZHI said it's a good opportunity as well to expand my badminton interest...i m struggling...is badminton wat i realli want? or is it AJC? i m hoping someone could really give me some advices now...

everyone had been great to me...and i had been feeling better...received an e-mail this morning...feeling extremely guilty for all tat i had done...he's not feeling any better than me...

XIAO XIN...i'm seriously not ready for a new relationship now...my future is piority...thx for showering me with so much care and concern...i could alwaes be the fren u need...but not your gf...sorry...



huili say i should not post all this stuffs on my blogg...it's a veri personal thing...i dunno...but i dun think i could just survive keeping this to myself and not telling anyone bout this...sorry if all these tat i had posted made u guys feel disturbed...

to him onli...if u visit my blogg, juz to say...i hoped u give me an explaination for wat i had asked u thru e-mail, i dun wish to sms u...i dun wish to disturb u, i just want to know watever tat i should know, i guess it's not too much...it may not be important to u, but it is to me...i dun like to keep wondering and ended up in tears everytime i start pondering wat had happened...

anyway, tml is grad tea...enjoy urself...swiss graduating classes...but plz plz plz...forget about the class video part...forget the 4e2 class video immediately after u had seen it...

credits go to melissa for helping me with my nails...although i kind of screw it up when i reach home...



it's great to walk in the rain...i love it...esp when ur bestie is wif u...thanks huili...although u gave up halfway...humph..
juz came back from training...juniors were saying..."senior, why today ur eyes so small???"...dun worry, it's juz the side-effect of breaking up...i will be okay after a while...i guess so...
"dun worry...u guys sure will patch de..." huili said...
impossible i think...however hard i had learn to love him, it's all over...nothing could be more important den a man's pride and his face...i have to learn to face setbacks...

ohhh..anyway...today an ACJC bio lecturer cum badminton teacher in charge saw us play and wanted me to join ACJC...wat do u guys think???leave a tag...



长痛不如短痛....BULLSHIT man...it's juz as painful...

my relationships never last longer than 9 months...great man..it has became a trend...
reason...read my earlier post...i guess tat's the reason...bloody hell...reall silly rite?i dunno...kind of feeling really upset but i will hide it...i juz hope tat guys will make it clear to ur girl when u guys wanna break-up...face-to-face...let her know...dun hide it from her...this is fucking irresponsible...

aniway i got a piercing...shhh...no one at home knows it yet...not even mummy...
i guess i gonna get more...i kind of like it...perhaps it will make mi forget my emotional pain...perhaps 4 more on my ear, and maybe...maybe...one on my nose...

my heart sank when i receive ur sms...not onli u were a good heartbreaker, u are also a good 'mood-spoiler'



WTF...this is always happening to me...in my relationships...I HATE IT!!!
IT'S SO FUCKING UNFAIR!!!!

wat's so wrong with having different education level???
love is suppose to be able to overcome every obstacles and barriers...i dun get it...i dun like it...why is it tat it is always until we had come this far,den this problem appears...
i dun need ur apology, just give me an answer...how are we going to carry on?

i falled for u...u caught me, and u are letting go now...



i used to think tat exams were demanding and useless until now...

i m bloody hell bored now!!!!!
there are many stuff tat i need to do...but i dunno where to start...
-go for cooking class
-clean up my rubbish-dump-like room
-play badminton
-run
-shopping
-change blogskin
-borrow goong & jin san shun vcd
-alter my grad tea dress
-get a job

....okay...i had done none except to change my blogskin...pretty cool huh?haha
i can't get a job, never play badminton...it's been ages since i touch my racket
anyway...gonna start clearing up the rubbish dump and help my mum do housework for cash...since i realli can't get a job...OMG..i can't imagine next year when we get our o's results...if u see an old hag, hair unkempt, skin wrinkled... dun get too surprised, i guess tat will be me...-__-



I M HALF-WAY THROUGH THE BATTLE...

AND I SURVIVED IT!!!!wooo!!!!

the week was tiring no doubt...but i enjoyed it...here are some of the blessings and comments tat kept me going...

>your bag is so cool...
---MR K. pointing to my red tote bag and commented...first person tat even said tat...freaking high when i hear tat...haha

>ACT-CUTE TAN!!!
---comment from MELON MASTER...felt so pissed...but at least he recognises the act-cute skills he had taught me...haha

>U deserve All the best cos u r the 1
---MR ZAVIER HO gave the accounts ppl this on a piece of paper...i figured out his msg after reading it for quite some time...(hidden msg in red)...

>GOOD LUCK & TK
---from that very special him...felt quite upset over these stuffs...coz he always says the same things...getting sian...-_-"

not forgetting TAN HUILI who always use reverse-psychology to make me study, and memorising her e geo and ss notes to me, hoping tat i could remember some stuffs this way...

...and lots more but i could have missed out...hehe...juz a big thank u to all of ya...

rather special day today...but we dun have the chance to celebrate it...
sorry if i had neglected u, or if i had hurt u, or had given u attitude...but u will always be there...for me...I LOVE U!!!