On the first day of this new decade, I have some thoughts to pen down. In the order of appearence in my life, my love(d) ones..you guys are all part of me and those whom shaped me to who I am today.

FAMILY.
The basic unit of everything. Mom, Dad, Korkors, Da-sao. Always there, always care. Dad and Mom, I am a pampered kid of yours. Not exactly the perfect daughter, but you guys are the perfect parents. Supporting me thru this costly decision I've made in 2010. You guys supported me despite not fully comprehending the reasons for the decision. Both of you trusted me fully with my abilities to take good care of myself. Always trying your best to give us the best without asking for anything in return.


MY LOVELY GFs - CLIQUE.
An awesome group of girls whom I met in the SWISS community. A group of unique individuals who came together and made one another's lives more beautiful. The group of girls who grew up with me, who gave me the most influence. We are not related by any blood ties. It was fate that brought us together. We have different ways of leading our lives, goals, aspirations and personalities, but it was these differences which made us pieced together like many little puzzle pieces into a beautiful potrait.



MEHMEH.
You know who you are. We were both still young and we could't handle relationships properly. you gave me love, but you just weren't the one. But the one thing which I learnt from you -fairytales do not exists in reality.



HK.
Your love was unconditional. You helped me in every way you could. You pampered me to the extend that you spoit me. You gave in to everything in order not to hurt me. I've let you down. I destroyed our dreams and our future. I loved you, but I hurted you deeply in the end. I couldn't face you since then, I even have difficulties looking at your picture. I always want to find out whether you are doing well to make myself feel better, after causing those damages. I'm sorry.



PeeJay - The "LADIES".
Yes, you are included in us, this group of ladies. We do crazy things together: Wrting notes to one another in class when we are just one seat apart. Going for half hour toilet breaks during GP classes. Always try to clear our bowels together. Stalking eye candies in school. Graduation still seems so yesterday..awesome days we had in peejay.



PP.
Your love was too much for me. The short relationship we had make me realise that we are really not meant to be. The scene of that faithful day still flashes through my mind once in a while. I could still feel your anger. Hope everything's well for you.



AURUM.
A crazy bunch of people whom made me succumb to alcoholism. Kinda like to hang out with them as we always do crazy things that are out of the box. A very fun bunch to be with, not to mention that we always get together to play badminton, which is like the second love of my life.



SIMPSONS.
First batch of friends in NTU. They made the Orientation so enjoyable and fun! Especially the Simpsons seniors who guided us along the way. Attending classes with them made the mundane lectures/tutorials more interesting.



PROJECT INSPIRON II TEAM.
A meaningful OCIP in Cambodia. An experience of a lifetime. A bunch of nice people met during the trip. What more could I ask for?



CERES.
First time attending a camp as a GL and I met this group of interesting freshies. Ceres seniors are awesomest!



Sam.
A very special someone whom I had a pretty bad first impression of. Funny how twisted things became. Your confidence attracted me to you like bees to honey. Things always turn out well with you around... I hope we could spend the rest of our lives together appreciating the presence of each other..

Happy 2011!:)