i juz left the PAE Internet System (PAE-IS) Logon Page...i dun dare to log in...dunno why...
last night, i had tok to daddy & mummy over this...daddy didn't say anything...mummy leave me to decide everything...i juz know tat i m in a mess now...i m feeling ups and downs...what is my aim?what do i have in mind?until now...i am still thinking how should i rank my choices...
HIAJING says i should go ACJC, JOOZHI said it's a good opportunity as well to expand my badminton interest...i m struggling...is badminton wat i realli want? or is it AJC? i m hoping someone could really give me some advices now...

everyone had been great to me...and i had been feeling better...received an e-mail this morning...feeling extremely guilty for all tat i had done...he's not feeling any better than me...

XIAO XIN...i'm seriously not ready for a new relationship now...my future is piority...thx for showering me with so much care and concern...i could alwaes be the fren u need...but not your gf...sorry...