effort used up in thinking of creative msg for the special someone...all wasted when i did sth tat i should not done..constantly in my heart and on my mind..even during my outing trip with mummy & daddy at vivo...i got u sth...but i am afraid even to talk to u...may not have the courage to give u the gift....in terms of facing problems, me this 16 going to be 17 year old gal has only one way to deal wif it...drip drip drip..a very bad way indeed...but i m constantly tempted to do tat...i keep certain stuffs to myself...not even to the special someone...been thru lots of thinkings this past few days, but i m not going to disclose it to anyone..all to myself...whether positive or negative...