hmmm...caught a movie alone today..kind of new experience...pretty cool...spent some time Boo-Hoo-ing before the movie started, went to the library after tat to continue reading my FRIDA KAHLO, again i Boo-Hoo-ed, the man sitting beside me muz hv thought tat i was crazy...whatever...on the way home on the mrt, started Boo-Hoo-ing again...okay i admit it has became part of my life...no wonder ppl say women are made up of water...quite true...i guess i was juz too emo...i can't seems to control myself...to much things happened on me and i seemed to be casted out of the situation, i dunno wat's gonna happen..i m juz too afraid to think, i dun have an answer, he avoids it, wat can i do?no one is there to talk to, makes me dun feel like talking again even though i had regained a bit of my voice...no drive to move on...nothing to do at all...i really dunno how long more i could survive this holiday, am i really happy now? i dunno...I HATE HAPPY FEET!!!