things are not going well after the chalet...i m totally voice-less...i'm losing confidence in myself and him...i'm not aware of many things, he chooses to hide...i guessed i would never know. really had enough of this guessing games, but i guess he enjoyed it..i had no one to talk to, even if there is, even if there is someone' I CAN'T TALK!!!...WTF...now den i realize why ppl get depression...i seemed to be getting it as well...confined in my own room, specifically on my bed, been rotting there since after breakfast, been feeding on the same food--congee..it's the worse food i ever had...who says patient muz eat congee?tat sux lor...was thinking to catch a movie, tat's not going smooth for me as well...thinking of catching A BATTLE OF WITS...WTH..it's M18...SAW 3 is worse lor, it's R21...and how could i possibly catch HAPPY FEET when i am not happy at all?the rest of the horror shows doesn't screen at lot 1...WTF...continue to rot ba...haix...