today been a bad day...a bad start for the term...nothing's been right from the start of the day...been real exhausted -- mentally, physically, financially, esp EMOTIONALLY...
horrible day...became worse when i came across to an sms which i was deeply affected by the details...
wat's wrong wif her?/I DUNNO
wat's a trouble of a clinic asst going to the doctors herself?/I FLARED UP!!!
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more qns...
i'm sick too, but tat's not the concern i got...why?/I FELT LIKE CRUSHING THE PHONE!!
i hate jc!!!can i juz transfer to poly, now, right at this moment?/I FELT LIKE RUSHING OUT OF AJC's SCHOOL GATE

after all these thoughts, i replied in the most sarcastic manner ever...and it's time to leave aj for home...tat moment, i really dun feel like stepping into the school again...i juz hoped tat i could juz walk in the rain...forever...i felt so bad...seriously...

i had been losing things...my loved ones, i juz feel tat, dun ask mi why...can't help but to do what i will usually do when i face problems...