life had not been great...in fact it had been real bad...i den realised how much his presence affect me..both positively and negatively...horrible week it had been..my mood was juz like the weather...errr....i was caught in the rain on 28.02...i did tat on purpose...sometimes i juz wish to stand in the rain...let the rain water slap on my face, my body...i like tat feeling...it juz makes me feel so relax...my tears seemed so insignificant compared to the rain..u know u could juz ignore me like tat forever...and we would juz end everything here instead of making me almost cry my eyeballs out every now and den...however hard i hoped tat we could last forever is so impossible to achieve if we both dun try...ur mood swing is so much more serious compared to mine now...grant me a chance to love u more...