i dread going home.
i hate staying out but i juz dun feel like going home.
i m afraid.
i dun wanna face the cold walls.
i dun wanna listen to myself speak.
i dun wanna look into the mirror and sob.
the silence in my room is deafening,
i could even hear my heart shattering, my tears dripping
i m ignored. no one cares.
i dread going home.